Monday, November 29, 2010

Our Boys Are Growing Up!

Well, today our little man Colt turns one month old! I can't believe how fast time is flying by! It seems like yesterday he was born! He has been a joy but also a pain at the same time. He has been mildly colicky and it has sucked. Cash was never colicky and so it has been hard, but I'm seeming to manage. I can't believe how hard it has been to juggle two little ones but somehow I am surviving. I'm just grateful I have a husband who is willing to help me in any way he can! Also, Cash turned 13 months this past Saturday - someone tell my boys to stop growing up so fast please!!!
 Colt at one month old!!
Our happy Bug Cash! 13 months old!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Turkey Day Thanks!

HAPPY TURKEY DAY! I have so much to be thankful for and I will list them in another post later tonight!

Loves to all!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

"Show Us Your Muscles"

I love this video, Cash loves his dad so much and he wants to be just like him! haha He is definitely are comedy around the house! haha

Friday, November 12, 2010

1 Year and 2 Week Appointments

So today I had the pleasure of taking both boys to their doctor appointment. I decided to schedule them at the same time to kill two birds with one stone! :)


Here are their stats!


Cash: 1 year checkup

23.3 pounds at 54%

31 inches at 78% 

Head is at 18.3 inches and he is finally in the 50% 

Colt: 2 week checkup

7 pounds at 10% 

20.08 inches long at 26%


Head is at 13.6 inches at 10%

Also, both boys were so good while we were at the pediatricians! Cash had to get shots and was not happy about it, but he was a trooper!

I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have the boys that I do. They just make me smile!


Well Colt's Here (post long time coming)

Well, this post has been a long time coming (and warning, this is a long post) and I'm sorry it has taken me forever to get it posted, but I have been extremely busy and sleeping every chance that I get.

Well, Colt Jefferey Hawkins finally came into the world on October 29, 2010 at 8:02 a.m, weighing 6 lbs 6.2 oz and was 19 inches long. It's weird to think that my children are only 1 year and practically 1 1/2 days apart! haha But it's true.

My scheduled C-Section for Colt was supposed to be on November 5, but at 3:30 a.m. on Friday, 10/29/2010 my water broke and I went into labor. Let me tell you that once my water broke, the contractions came fast and furious and I was not happy about it. It was weird too, because I had heard a huge pop in my lower section and I wasn't sure what it was and then all of a sudden I started having pains. I got up and went to the bathroom where the water came out and then I went back to bed and told Jeff "I think I'm in labor".  He told me to call the hospital so I did and they told me to come in. I had to call my mom to come watch Cash, because she was coming from Midway and my brother was able to bring her down.

Everything was calm while my mom was on her way and I started having really painful contractions. I was able to get freshened up a little and Jeff loaded the car with our stuff and went and grabbed something to eat because he was starving. Once my mom got to my house, Jeff and I left. All the way to Jordan Valley I was in major pain because of the contractions. Once we got to the hospital they put me in a room and of course had me answer a million questions and sign papers (all of this during my contractions). Finally they got the drug doctor and boy was I happy to see them. After going to the bathroom, they put me in a wheelchair and took me into the O.R. for my c-section. My doc was funny and was like, "Isn't this the wrong Friday", which helped calm me. I was able to finally get my epidural and boy was I a happy woman after that.

While they were getting everything prepped, I ended up throwing up due to the drink they made me take before we went into the O.R. Poor Jeff had to hold the little trays while I just laid there throwing up. He is a trooper! Needless to say, that after throwing up I was in much better shape! Once they started, I didn't know what to think because this c-section was a totally different experience than my last one. This time I knew what was going to happen and I hadn't been drugged for the past 24 hours. Finally, they were able to get Colt out of me and when they put him up over the curtain to show me, I couldn't have been happier. The first thing anyone said was, "wow this boy has a lot of hair!" And boy does he! I instantly started crying once I heard him cry (this happened with Cash too haha) and I was just so happy.

After getting Colt all cleaned up, Jeff was able to bring him over and show him to me and we hung out while they sewed me back together. I have never been so happy to see a baby before!! The reason? This was a tougher pregnancy for me this time around. (We almost lost Colt back in April when I had a placenta blister pop and cause me to bleed all over the place causing a fake miscarriage). Needless to say, both my boys are miracles!!

After getting sewn up and into my bed, they wheeled me and the baby into my room. I was so happy to have him with me because I didn't get to see Cash for almost four hours after he was born due to him being preterm.

All-in-all this was a much better c-section all around and I was happy that everything went smooth. I do have some healing to do and have a pocket of fluid in my c-section line so I have to keep it open and go to the doc every week to get it checked, but I am hoping I am almost done with this. It's hard having to have Jeff pack it twice a day and clean it out for me, but he is willing to do it. God bless him!! But overall I am doing well and Colt is doing well too!

I want to say thank you to my mom for watching the bug (Cash for me while I was in the hospital)... Also, thank you to Jeff for always being by my side during everything. He is such a wonderful father!!

Anyways, that's my story about Colt. Not as drama filled as Cash's birth, but still a great story!! I'm just glad he is healthy and ready to be in this world!!

Here are some pictures! 
 My belly about 8 hours before going into labor

 Colt's first picture!

Dad and son's first picture together!

 First family pic (minus Cash)

Just had a bath!

 What a beautiful treat for Halloween!

 First family picture with big brother Cash!

Jeff and his beautiful sons!

Such a beautiful soul!

Sleepy bug!

Hi world, I'm Colt!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Cash Turns 1!

October 27, 2009
October 27, 2010

So I never thought I would have a one year old and as of yesterday I do! Cash turned one on October 27 and it was such a joy to see and think about how much he has progressed. He went from being so tiny and 4 weeks early, to so big and strong and probably over 25 pounds (we haven't had his 1 year checkup yet due to baby). I have never been so in love with such a little man before. There is so much about him that just makes me smile and I can't believe how big he is getting. Jeff and I are so proud of him and can't wait to see what happens in his next year of life!!

Yesterday though for his birthday we ended up just doing a little family party (consisting of me, Jeff and Cash, along with Harley and Raider). We are going to have a party for him, but it's going to be delayed due to the arrival of Colt any day (actually I think within the next day or so the way things are going).  We made him his football cake and he got a big dump truck he can push around and put stuff in. It also came with blocks and he loves blocks! So it was a good quiet birthday for him! I'm sure his party won't be quiet, so it was nice just to have something quick for him before the chaos begins soon.

Things About Cash We Love:

  • He loves to give kisses! Granted they are open mouth kisses, but he loves to kiss us and the dogs!
  • He is such a flirt! Cash loves to wave at everyone and loves it when girls pay attention to him. You might ask why we love this, but it's so fun to see his reaction when a girl smiles and waves at him.
  • He loves to torture the dogs! Yes, he loves to chase them around and they are both so cranky now that he can crawl!
  • He talks - a lot! I think he gets this from me. He will tell you all about his day and will let you know what he thinks. He finally said "dada" the other day and says "bub bub" a lot and says "up". 
  • He is trying to walk and even when he falls, he gets back up again and trys to do it again.
  • I could keep going, but we just love this little boy so much and the fact that he has a fascination about life! 
  • He is so happy!
  • He loves to eat!
  • He loves to be loved!
  • He loves his dad more than anything!
  • He loves football (dad loves this more than anything)!
  • He loves to play with his toys!
  • He loves to play with his balls (basketball, football, baseball)!
  • He loves to love people and always has a smile on his face!
  • We even love his big tears when he cries!
Cash we love you so much and we are so proud that you are our son! You are going to be the best big brother and Colt is going to be lucky to have you to show him the way!

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY BUGGY!!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Three More Weeks... Well, Maybe...

So last year when I hit 36 weeks I was just thinking that I had four more weeks to go until Cash was arriving and then I would be good. No one told me that my water would break (due to a storm) at 36 weeks and 2 days. I ended up having Cash on 36 weeks, 3 days gestation, which put him at four weeks early and preterm. We were so lucky to have him come out extremely healthy and were able to take him home after a long week in the hospital.

Well, today marks my 36 week mark. I'm curious as to see if my body does the same thing Cash did or if Colt will be the stubborn one and wait until November 5 when my c-section is scheduled. I could have him within the next couple of days, but then it could be an extremely LOOOONNNNNGGGGG three weeks! haha I never know what is going to happen and I hate not knowing the outcome of this new little man that is coming into our lives. I know he'll come out when he is ready to come out, but I'm sitting on pins and needles here! haha

Last night about 3 a.m. I woke up with major pain in my pelvis and knew I was having a big contraction. Luckily after a couple of trips to the bathroom (TMI sorry), I was able to start feeling better and finally got into a comfortable position to fall back to sleep.  When Jeff's alarm went off I about cried because I had just barely fallen back to sleep and I knew I had to get up so I could get his breakfast and lunch packed (yes I am that wife but I love him). Cash was still asleep (he slept all night! woo hoo) and I hurried up so I could go back to bed. I have been taking it super easy all day because you never know what's going to happen. I just hope that something does happen, but not until it's time. I go back to the doctor on Tuesday so we'll see what he says.

So now we really begin the countdown. Do I have him within the next couple of days or on November 5? Guess we'll just have to wait and find out! :)