So today is the start of my third trimester. It's crazy to think that our newest little man will be here in 3 months. Jeff is over the moon excited and I'm scared, excited, happy, anxious, etc... all at once.
Back in February when I found out that I was pregnant again, I'm not going to lie - I flipped out! I took three pregnancy tests to confirm it, then downed the rest of my wine that I had in my fridge. Needless to say I was not ready and I didn't even know what to think. I honestly thought Jeff was going to flip out when I told him and I waited until he got home before telling him. I had a hard time talking to people on the phone because I was in a state of shock. When Jeff got home, I dropped the bomb on him and needless to say, he reacted a whole lot better than I did.
For the first couple of months we were both in a state of shock and had a scare at the first of April. Luckily little man wanted to hang on and prove that he is a fighter! So now that I only have three months to go, everything is becoming more real.
I still have a lot to do, but I feel grateful that I have such good people in my life to keep me in check. Jeff is so supportive and tells me I'm being stupid - especially when I'm being really stupid! I love him so much and he is the best dad ever. I just wish I had two of me to take care of everything that's going to need to be done.
Anyways, I'll shut up now, but never in a million years would I have thought to have a child (because frankly we didn't think we could have kids) and now we will have two beautiful boys in two years!
Yeah for unexpected miracles!!
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